relapse (heavn)

relapse (heavn)

i’m trying my best to get better. i’m sorry.

this a single off my album lol

production: heavn @heavenindaclouds
mixing & mastering: luvvsofti @luvvsofti & me

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lyrics:
baby all this medicine is killing me
i know it hurts you slow, so please just leave me be
lungs collapsed, i cannot breathe
wide awake but still asleep
my body’s breaking under pressure
my mind is always under the weather
i hope that one day i won’t be
such a fucking mess and leave

take me out my misery
break my heart and let me bleed
fuck these drugs, i wanna be
happy just for once, god please

falling down
i wish u were around
so you could tell me that this is not the real me
i broke my promise to you.
i’m sorry for hurting you.
i hope this relapse will be my last.

take me out my misery
break my heart and let me bleed
fuck these drugs, i wanna be…
fuck.